tuesday morning

“Sometimes you can’t get what you want “ those words stuck on my head.  Im busy with my college lately. Too many responsibility to do. Mostly made me can not do everything I like. It can make my mood down sometimes. Crazy things which I know is I miss my friends on pico so much. Randomly, I miss them verrrrryyy much. I didn’t play that stuff for a long time. They didn’t online on facebook  too. It made me difficult to talk with them. Huh. Can you imagine it? They look like my family now.

My life was changed here. I can not watch dvd all day anymore. I can not go and come back whenever I like. She always  stalks me. Melly was here. Still waiting to enter the university. She wanna try to enter University of Padjajaran. Hopefully, she can reach that campus. FYI, Too hard to enter Unpad. I know what it feel. When you sawyour name doesnt appear on the list, you will feel a sadness so deep. But I tried to move on. Perhaps,  that’s not my destiny. And I hope that campus will be her destiny. Amien.. *fingerscrossed*

I was thinking a lot lately. Huh. That’s so hard. I feel like I have BIG responsibility. I have to think so hard and finish my problems quickly then. 

And the end, What I need? Yes, My moodbooster. Where are you my moodbooster? I cant be tough forever. I can be sad. And this situation makes me wanna have a bf. Someone who can be place to share anything and listen my words indeed.Lend his shoulder when I was tired coz of my problems. Someone who can be a motivation to me. Run his finger in my hair when im trying to make jokes. I was saying those words to Kalti and Duii. Perhaps, they were bored. Hahaha. But they still being patient to face me. What a best friendship ! thanks a lot guys. It means a lot to me..

How about my moodbooster? He disappeared. Yaa Allah, I feel like……. But I can not do anything to help myself. You know, Im stuck. I can not stop liking someone who I love. Yeah, such like stupidity of Puput. He just too perfect to me. Why so hard, Puput? Heh?

Ahhh, almost forgot to share about the marriage of William and kate. My opinion? I feel like “MUPENG” hahaha I wanna my destiny will be same like her. She s really lucky. William is nice. Handsome and smart indeed. Don’t you hear I said  NICE? Haha.Does he know you, Puput? No.hahaha :P  I just heard that they had a long relationship. 9 years? Can you imagine it? She must be prepared to be William’s wife before. She knew about everything about the kingdom lifes too. What a lucky woman! 

I will have some busy weeks. Sigh. Hopefully I can ace theeeeeeeeeeeemmmmm well.

With love,

APH